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I'm an over awareness person

(achy called me negative-thinking's person). It's hard for me to allow somebody to entered my life, to know about my self, to be close with me. But surely, i'm hmmm... lets say 'blak-blakan' when i already allow you to be my part. Katanya sih sangat amat memilih teman. It's better to me buat punya hanya 4 sahabat daripada punya 400 teman. But the most pathetic one, i love my self too much, and i don't wanna hurt. Bloody hell, it makes me look like doesn't care in others and not friendly at all.